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Wednesday, 11 December 2013

Ak da ptus ase!

Hi alwzzzz! Hahaha.. cam pelik jew tulis cam tuh.. hurmmm.. tuk entry kali nih ak pn xtaw nk ckp pew lg.. mcm2 perasaan ade.. acctually ak mls nk tulis pape da kt tenet nih.. tp ak xtaw nk luahkn perassan ak kt mne lg dah.. pastu klu de prob jew bru ak nk bejmpe ngn tenet nih kn.. hahahaha..cian die yer.. maap ler... sye bkn blogger... tuh yg x bpe nk minat cgt tulis blog nih.. ahakssss! heh... terikut abg angkat ak da.. adoiiiii... cpt bonar ikt org.. hahaha.. sengal!

bole kn klu ak nk lari dr ape yg ak nk tulis.. hhuhuhu... pnt la... ak malas nk tulis pasal sape2 da.. asik lalui percintaan yg menyakitkn.. ak pown da bosan.. rse cam nk bkk nursery kucing jer... hahahaha... minat cgt lah kt kucing... so cute! rse cam nk selamatkn jew sume... baik jge kucing... xde lah ak nk cdey jew memanjang.. hahahaha..

why? Ak nk wt ape da nih... Knp le ak asik kne uji jew nih? Ak syg gile kt die kot.. Np tbe2 je die tngalkn ak? Ap lg salah ak? Pnt wey pk kesalahan yg belum tntu ag wujud! Klu ak salah bgtaw.. xsuke bgtaw.. ak da tny byk kali kot... jwb je lah... bkn ssh pown... bkn stakat ckp suh ak cri jantan lain! ingt ak ape?! ingat senang ke nk syg org Ijoy? Da byk kali Lia cakap kn? 

Ijoy, juz say that u don't want me anymore. Please. I really need it now! Don't juz simply ignore me. I need answers from u. I have so many questions but i cannot ask. Each time I saw u, I'll forget what to say. U always broke my heart and I don't want u broke it again. It's enough! I had enough! Juz tell me everything. Please!

Wednesday, 30 October 2013

Curang.. T^T

Ak seriously xphm mcm mne org bole curang ngn org lain..mcm roomate ak la..kate x couple tp sbnarnye couple..abis pkwe die mcm mne? kesian kot..suka2 hati je mainkn perasaan org lain..die ingat perasaan ni bole buat main2 ke? senang2 cari lelaki lain..yg pkwe baru die ni bdk kelantan..as sume org taw kn? Ahd ni final kelantan lwn pahang..of course la bdk tu nk g kn? Ni x, die pkse2 nk jmpe mlm tu jgk..siap bole ckp nk pilih yg mne? seriously????? hipokrit nyer...huh! menyampah..laki tu pn bodoh ke ape? eiiiiii...klu syg btul laki tu..ko xkn suh die pilih ape2 pn la..then ko xkn cri yg lain pown..kesian bf lame die..da mcm2 buat tuk die tp die senang2 je cri lain..pastu, bole lak die cakap kt bf bru die tu yg die nk wt kuiz mlm jumaat..sbb laki tu nk jmpe mlm jumaat..xnk la gngu bola die tu kn...tp sbnarnye die nk g tgk wyg ngn bf lame die..cehhh...eiiiii...seriously menyampah ak dgr...

Ak harap nt die akan rse jgk kecurangan tu rse mcm mne..huh..bile ak nk nasihat je..die ckp ak pn bkn mcm tu ke? tlonglahh..zaman tu da berlalu..ak klu da ade org yg ak syg, mmg ak stick kt die je..mcm chewing gum..hihihihi..xde nk cri org lain ke ape ke? mmg ak x lyn r laki lain..Ingat lh..kt lua tu ramai sgt org yg kene curang..ko blm kene lg..so ko buat kt org..bile ko da kne nt..jgn menyesal kehilangan lelaki yang betul2 ikhlas sygkn ko..

Main point ak rse nk pndah umah sebenarnye sbb ko..taw x?? Ak xthn tgk ko curang..ak kesian kt bf lame ko..klu die taw la ko ni mcm mne..sumpah ak rse, die mesti mnyesal gile tolong ko dulu..ak nk bgtaw tp ak xsampai aty..lgpn die duk sme tmpat ngn ko..bile2 je bole jmpe..tlglh..ak da rse mcm mne pinangan bile org yg kite syg tu curang kt kite..rse di khianati gile kot..pedih sgt2..lagi2 kite mngharapkn die mnjadi pasangan kite selama2nye..tp akhirnye kita dpt tau die curang..da tu..bole pulak die x mengaku..yelah..sape nk mengaku klu da wt slah kn? Ko buat ak ingt kesedihan ak..ko buat ak ingt dekat org yg ak nk lupekn..Ak benci sgt kt ko..dr dip lg sbnarnye tp ak endure je sbb ak pk ko kwn ak..xpe r..t mse ade mse die akn berubah..

Xsangke ko tetap mcm ni..still mcm tu..xpk perasaan org..only yourself..kepentingan diri sendiri..amik kesempatan ats kebaikan org..kasih sayang org..Ssh nk dpt lelaki yg betul2 sayangkn ko..ak bole nmpk yg bf lame ko tu btul2 sygkn ko..tp ko mainkn die..klu ak diberi kesempatan yg ko ade ni..ak xkan lepaskan die..ak akn jage elok2..ak nk sgt2 dpt lelaki yg btul2 sygkn ak..terima ak seadanya..yg snggup nk jge budak2 (ak yerr) ni..pecayekn ak..sudi bg ak lahirkn zuriat die..jge ank2 die..jge ak hingga akhir nafas ak.. T^T


Down Down Down

huh..knp lately ni ak rse down cgt? Sayang tp confuse. adakah ak ni terlalu sygkn org? knplh ak setia sgt? ak nk jgk jd cam pmpuan2 yg bole mainkn aty org tu..asik ak je yg kne mainkn perasaan..skali skala nk jgk rse memainkn perasaan org kn..tp tu salah..buat org sakit aty..cube jd org yg xde perasaan ker? Bgs jgkkn? Knplh ak choose nk idup dlm kesedihan mcm ni? Hidup cume skali je..ape slahnye klu ak enjoy kn? Drpd ak tnggu bulan jatuh ke bumi, baik ak live my life happily..I miss him soo much.. T^T Nk msg, nk call..tp xboleh.. Knp lelaki xsuke pmpuan call ea? Tp roomate ak bole je call..tiap2 mlm pulak tu..sampai naik annoying ak..mcm die sorg je ade pakwe..ingt ak xde ke?? (tp mmg xde pn...T^T) Ak je yg perasaan die tu pkwe ak..tp die xde ape pn.. huh..ak nk jdi mcm die..bole kn? Seronoknye jd org xde perasaan..xyh nk nagis slalu..bole wt keje ngn tenang..mcm die wt keje..lepak ngn kwn2..xingt ak lngsung..sikit pn xmsg ak..mmg lam kepale laki ade keje je ea?? huh...ak nk buat rc pown xde mood..adohai...da la esok mdam nk tgk..heh..cmne ni?? ( Ape lg, kuatkn semangat, then study lerr..sengal..hihihi ) Forget everything..OK! Settle <-------( hopefully )

Thursday, 10 October 2013

SHINee 샤이니_Everybody_Music Video



My Minho is the most outstanding person ever!!! yeah...but teamin is very sexy in this MV though..SHINee keep it up!!!!! Love ya!!!!

Saturday, 24 August 2013

Fan Made: Love story with SHINee..

GDA! GDA! GDA! Every fan of kpop keep talking about it how their can attend and how their will try to take their idols picture. And some of them are crying and even got heartbroken because can’t go to GDA. Including this one girl with her friend. Hazlia and her friend Nana can’t go to that award ceremony and that really making them crying for all days and heartbroken. Now they decide even whatever happen, nothing can stop them to meet their own bias! Even they need to face the killer or natural disaster!
Can’t enter into that award ceremony doesn’t mean they can’t meet with their own bias. So they decide gonna being a stalker. Not that extreme stalker that can hurt they idols~ So both of them didn’t even sleep on night and waiting for they idols at airport. They need to see them or meet them! “Omo so many fans..” Hazlia saying while looking for nice spot. “Of course. Hallyu wave are everywhere.” Said Nana and also helping Hazlia looking for nice spot.
After for an hour they waiting for their bias flight, in the end the flight already landing and this is a war time for fans! Wae? because everyone wanna see they idols closely and maybe give their gift at them. Hazlia and Nana already prepared themselves on the nice spot, Of course it’s at the front. The idol one after another walks elegantly and charmingly passing their fans that getting crazy over it. But still there no Shinee and Super Junior sight. Thats make Hazlia and Nana worried. Worried that they idol maybe takes VIP road and if that really happen, they can’t meet their idols!
Gladly after sometime, The hallyu idols that both Hazlia and Nana like that was Shinee and Super Junior showing themselves and walks together. The crowd craziness become extremely insane! The fans start to pushing each other so they can take a good look closely at their idols. Hazlia and Nana become victim over that craziness. Both of them fall down in front of Shinee while Super Junior already passing them. Shinee members getting shocked over that sudden situation. So without thinking they just wanna help Hazlia and Nana. But then their manager and the guards stopping them. Because they worried the situation will getting more worse. Super Junior that already far wanna walks back toward them but their own managers and the guards stopping them and that make Super Junior need to just keep walking over to their van.
When Hazlia and Nana tried to get up, both of them can see the hand that tried to reach them to help. When both of them take a good look at the person who give their hand. Hazlia and Nana suddenly getting stiff because that both person are Minho and Jonghyun. While others Shinee member tried to negotiate with their manager and guards to help Hazlia and Nana. Other fans getting crazy and start to screams when see Minho and Jonghyun helping Hazlia and Nana. Hazlia reach Minho and while Nana reach Jonghyun hand and slowly get up. The camera flash sound can be heard since all the fans that are closely at that scene take their picture. “Let’s walk fast and follow us” Minho and Jonghyun whisper to Hazlia and Nana. “M-mwo?” Both of Hazlia and Nana asking in shocked. “Ppalli or other fans might kill you here” Jonghyun then said. Other Shinee member walks toward them and the guards start to cover them and their start walking fast from that scene. With Shinee help, Hazlia and Nana in the end can walks outside alive.
Without they even realize it, they already inside Shinee van. It’s cool enough for them since they can sit closely with their idol and maybe can be said Hazlia idol since Nana are fans of Super Junior. But that still awesome experience for Nana. “Mi-mianhae for being a burden.. I bet this things will be out on paper and net later..” Hazlia guilty tone can be heard while she and Nana keep bowing. “Hahaha it’s okay! It’s not a big deal. It will turn out well later don’t worried” Key looked behind while talk to them. Since in that van, Hazlia and Nana sit together with Minho and Jonghyun at the back while other members sit at the front. “Maybe it will be hard for you guys later cause of other jealous shawols. Just be patient. All this will be gone later.” Jonghyun then said while patting Nana head. “Don’t worried” Minho then also said and smile sweetly toward Hazlia. “Did both of you will come to GDA tomorrow?” Onew asking. “Which idols that you guys like?” Taemin also asking following with other members that wanna know bout it. “We can’t go..” Nana answering Onew question with slight pout following with Hazlia that answering Taemin question shyly. “I’m your guys fan while Nana are fan of Super Junior”
“Why can’t go?” “Your guys bias?” Jonghyun and Minho asking at the same time. For a second, all of them look at each other then start to laugh. “Because the tix price are too much for us student. Oh well maybe next time~” Nana said then lean at Hazlia. “Yeah.. Oh for your question Minho-sshi. My bias are...are..you” Hazlia said while look below since she start to feel embarrassed by that. Minho secretly laughing while look at Hazlia cheeks that start to getting red. Jonghyun then asking Nana bout her bias then Nana just answer it was Kyuhyun from Super Junior while in Shinee she like all. With that answer, Jonghyun face look like kinda he still not satisfied with her answer but he just nodded with smile.
The conversation getting more alive and fun while the van still moving to destination. After a while Hazlia asking them to stop since they can just go back to their own home using taxi that near the place where she asking the driver to stop. Shinee face getting sad since dunno when they can meet again. All of them already being a friends while spending time talk about lot of stuff. The driver stop the van and Hazlia also Nana slowly getting out from Shinee van. “Hazlia, I wonder when we can meet again.” Minho sudden saying. Jonghyun just keep looking at Nana that getting sleepy. Since it’s totally late already. “Tomorrow if fate make us meet. Even tho we can’t get near to that event place. We still can hang out closely at there. So in sea of people tomorrow, if we have that fate. We can meet again” Hazlia said with warm smile. That smile and words making Minho feels something deep inside. “We go first. Annyeong. And thank you for everything” Nana then said with her sleepy smile and the way she walks are really funny since she really sleepy. “Hahaha whatta cute girl..” Jonghyun heart saying.
Since it’s getting late, Nana just sleep at Hazlia house. While both of them laying on the bed, they keep talking about what happen at airport till they meet Shinee. And keep talking about it until they fall asleep. That night are the great night for them. It’s rare experience after all. While at Shinee hotel room, Minho and Jonghyun can’t sleep thinking about Hazlia and Nana. Minho mind keep thinking about Hazlia while Jonghyun mind keep thinking about Nana. The thing that Jonghyun scare look like already happen. That was... he fall in love again. He don’t want to fall in love after break up with the actress Shin Sekyung. But this time it’s different. The person he fall for are just an ordinary girl. He know he already fall in love. He getting confuse thinking about it. For Minho he don’t even know it’s love or just like, since the feelings are unique for the ambitious namja like him.
On the next day, that morning before GDA started on the night. Hazlia and Nana disscuss about how to enjoyed the GDA too like other people that can attend it. Only waiting closely at that GDA ceremony that their mind can think of. It’s 50-50 for them. If the guards getting too harsh, they can’t do anything about it. Now both of them start to prepare the stuff that they want to bring together like camera and other thingy.
From morning, afternoon then evening. The red carpet event starting. On that red carpet event, Minho and Jonghyun eyes keep looking around hoping to see Hazlia and Nana. But of course they can’t see them since it’s pack with lof of fans. Regarding on that, Minho and Jonghyun still won’t give up. Other Shinee member notice about both of them weird behavior but they just let it slide.
The red carpet event finish after almost night already. The GDA event will start 30 minutes later. Before its start. Hazlia and Nana in the end already arrive and they can see lot of fans that have tix on their hand already walks toward their own place since that place already being devide following each tix price. Both of them can’t go near GDA event since they don’t have the tix so they just wait not that far from that place to tried enjoying themselves like others. Even only heard the idols voice, they already grateful for that.
GDA already start. Idols keep appearing following their turn to perform and award also already being give to the winners one by one. Hazlia and Nana will jump and cheering when they heard their favorite idols win. It’s totally historic night for them. While on the backstage Minho and Jonghyun keep hoping after all this finish, they can meet with Hazlia and Nana again since Hazlia said bout fate, they really hoping this time fate will make them meet again. “I love her...I know this feelings.. But how too..” Jonghyun heart keep talking. That night he can’t really focus on GDA event but he still tried to be professional. While Minho tried to understand his heart more. He really dunno it’s a love or not.
The event already ended. The idols one by one get on into their van and fans keep stalking and tried to take their idols pictures while Shinee, Minho and Jonghyun tried to buy the time so they won’t get on into the van that fast because they wanna look for Hazlia and Nana. Onew understand about what actually play in those two mind. So then Onew tried to talk to manager. As a leader he know almost everything what inside his members mind. While Hazlia busily looking for Shinee, Nana just busily taking pictures of suju from far. She’s an ELF so everything in her minds and life are all about suju while Hazlia are SHAWOL.
Minho and Jonghyun then changing their outfits to look like more like an ordinary people so other people wont notice them when they walks out to the sea of people just to find their girl. Hazlia already know Nana nature so she just let her go stalking suju while she just enjoying looking at the lot of items that merchants sell. Minho and Jonghyun walks together to find Hazlia and Nana since they thought those girl will always stick together because they are bestfriend.
From far they can see Hazlia. So they walks fast toward her since they can’t run or maybe other people will notice them. Hazlia then feel like someone tapping her from the back. “Nana you late!” Hazlia thought it was Nana but then it was Minho. “Who are you?” She asking since she can’t recognize them when both of them perfectly in disguise. “It’s me Minho” Minho whisper worried that others might heard it. “Omo! M-mwo?!” Hazlia getting surprise by it and almost screams but then Minho cover her mouth with his hand. “Shhh~ You don’t want me to get catch won’t you?” Minho said worriedly. Hazlia then just nod while her mouth still cover with Minho hand. After see Hazlia already calm, he then uncover her mouth. And both of them look at each other. The love spark can be seen~ “Err...can I ask? Where Nana?” Jonghyun sudden ask make both of them comeback to the real world. “Ah! Nana busy with Suju. She fans of them after all.” Hazlia still in her embarrassing moment after notice herself and Minho just stare into each other eyes before Jonghyun sudden ask earlier.
There are lot fans around suju van and Nana one of them. Because the road are pack with fans, so the situation kinda out of control a bit and Nana being pushed by the crowd until make her fall down. “Ouch! It’s hurt...” Nana rubs her knee and tried to get up. While she tried to get up, someone then helping her get up with lift her from the back. After she get up, she then look at the back to thanking at the person that helping her. “Thank yo....u...”Nana notice like she kinda know that person. She then keep looking at the person that helping her then after sometime, she realize that person was Jonghyun and without she realize it her body already stiff. Jonghyun just laugh and then grab Nana hand to go toward the place that not too crowd with people.
While at other place where Minho and Hazlia are.. “Well it’s fate we meet again”Minho said while both of them sit at the bench. “It is? You sure?” Hazlia asking with playfully tone. “Umm kinda? Okay not... since it’s me tried hard looking for you” He said while scratching his head. Hazlia just laughing look at his priceless face. “It’s okay~ If waiting for fate, I think we might can’t see each other again. After all both of us are from different world.” She look at the skies. “I’m not alien so basically we not really from different world” Minho tried to be funny so the atmosphere won’t be that awkward. Hazlia then laughing again. But after a moment, her face getting serious and kinda sad and no more laughing. “I like you. No! I love you” Minho sudden confess. Hazlia getting shocked with that sudden confession. Of course she will react like that since her bias said it for real. For real! She love him too. Really love. But at the same time she scared this is all just a dream and it will gone on the next day. She then just look down. Minho can read what playing in her minds. He then hold her hand and make her look at him. “I know you scare because for you we are from different world. For me we just same. We just a normal human being that want to love and being love by the person we like. I promise you I will love you forever.” “Saying it was easy but to face it are hard.. To face the reality are hard. You know what will happen if you being caught by people especially reporter. Your career will doom.” She said with her worried expression. “Who care..I don’t care because I love you. But I can guarantee that we can face this. It will be smoothly later. People will understand it later. Can you accept my love? I promise I will protect you from those people if someday they might find out.” Minho tightly hold Hazlia hand. It’s getting silence for a minute.. Hazlia take a deep breath then let out it slowly and just nod. Minho understand what she mean by nod and hug her. “But what if...” When Hazlia wanna start to said something, Minho then put his finger on her lips. “No but and if anymore okay? I will protect you” Minho smile and Hazlia nod again and smile.
At other side of place where Jonghyun and Nana are. Jonghyun tried to let Nana Know about his feelings. As they walks together and enjoying the night scene, Jonghyun already gather his strength to told Nana about his feelings but he just wanna tried with normal conversation first. Nana didn’t even notice about his feelings and she just keep walking. “Err.. Look like you really love suju” Jonghyun start the conversation. “Yeah I am. I really love them especially Kyuhyun oppa. But I like Shinee too” Nana smile. Jonghyun also smile then for a minute it’s getting silence with both of them keep walking without talking. Jonghyun start the conversation again. “You have namja chingu?” “Nope. I’m waiting for Kyuhyun to notice me. It’s stupid right? But I love him. Oh! How you with that actress Shin Sekyung? I heard you guys already break up.. But it’s just an rumor right? You guys must still stick together.” Nana sudden talking about Shin Sekyung. Ah! It’s like he just getting struck by lightning. He just wanna forget about her. His past love.. because it’s already over and he already fall for that blank girl that doesn’t even notice how he love her. “That Nana she really are clueless.. It’s hard then if she still thought about my story with Sekyung still not over..” Jonghyun heart talking while he stops his walking and look at Nana that keep walking didn’t realize that she leaving Jonghyun far behind. Jonghyun then walks beside her. “I’m already over with her. That not a rumor but the truth. We already over for such a long time and now my heart loving someone but that girl just clueless and love someone that didn’t even know her existence.” He said and look at her hoping she realize it. Actually after that words, she already realize it and she know it but she keep pretending being clueless since she not really feel the same like Jonghyun. “Really? Who the girl?” Nana pretend to ask. “It’s you! Yes..you..” Jonghyun said as he look at her. Nana just laughing saying that was funny. Jonghyun start to getting more serious and hold Nana shoulder as he look at her. “I am serious and it’s not even a joke. I love you! And that Sekyung we already over long time ago. I thought my heart not gonna open up for any girls anymore after her but when see you. I start to feel it again. The love inside me.. It’s make me feel alive. And you know it too Kyuhyun hyung never noticing you. He will never love you.. But me, you always in my mind even tho we only just meet. I know what I feel. Will you accept me?” Jonghyun said. “Sorry...I..I cant.. I love Kyuhyun..Even tho it’s stupid for loving him but you know it too about love.. I can’t help it. I’m sorry I can’t..” Nana bite her below lips as Jonghyun let out a deep breath that showing how sad he was. “But...If we meet again someday, and you can change my feelings so I think we still have a chance. For now let’s just stay like this..” Nana hold Jonghyun hand and shake it.
end

(Sbnarnye kawan saye yg wt citer nih...saye tukang copy paste jep..sbb watak utamenye saye..hehehehe..ini rekaan semate2 ye..jgn mara..)

Tuesday, 13 August 2013

Yup!

KAU mahukan layanan sempurna
tiada cacat cela..
TAPI KAU layan orang macam
sampah bagai tak punya HARGA..
KAU nk orang pandang kau
hebat..
TAPI KAU hanya lah manusia yg
meninggalkan kesan dan kata itu
SALAH DIA..
KAU berjaya tutup semua
kononnya DIA SI HINA..
TAPI KAU merangkak mencari si
HINA saat kau dalam LARA..
JELASNYA si HINA di mata KAU
bilamana KAU perlukan tempat
melepaskan SUSAH DAN
KECEWA..
MANA KAWAN-KAWAN KAU
yang KAU sanjung?
MANA CINTA HATI KAU yang
KAU puja?
KAU lupa..MEREKA tiada bila
detik2 perit menjelma.
KAU lupa..SI HINA yang SETIA
mengesat air mata dan sabar
merawat KAU punya LUKA.
TAPI KAU butakan mata bilamana
KAU jumpa BAHAGIA..
KAU menyimpul kata dan
berdrama depan semua
kononnya ingin memulihkan
retaknya CINTA...
TAPI KAU dalam masa yg sama
berindu dendam bersumpah setia
dengan orang KETIGA..
KAU bergelak ketawa sedangkan
DIA sengsara menderita.
BERANI kah KAU JUJUR pada
DUNIA mengakui PALITAN DOSA
yang kau ABADIKAN pada DIA..?
dalam KAU menghitung
JAWAPAN..
DIA yang kau anggap PATUNG
menggagahkan DIRI melangkah
onak duri bersama PALITAN
DOSA yang kau ABADIKAN.

Raye...

Prince ak pkai bju raye...sweet kn??? hehehehe....Cute cgt2!! tp spatutnyer bju tu wane pink...ak pnye la beli bju pink nk samekn ngn die..alih2 bju die wane ungu lak...adehhh... TT_TT

P/S: yg kt blakang tu ank buah die yer..pic ni spatutnyer pic fmly tp ak crop...hehehe...
Btw...ak nk share skali link mlm mse prince ak g gnting tu..skali ngn member2 die..ade event...best jgk...kete diowg lawa2...lju lak tu..
http://youtu.be/kv8eYI1csDA

Tuesday, 11 June 2013

Bufday die....

Ermmm...kononnye nk jd org first wish..hummm, xpat jgk...Ak call xpat lngsung..tah sape la yg die duk call sampai kul satu lebih...cakap ngn ak slalu tido awal la ape la..ke ak je yg pk bkn2?! Ak nk nk wish sgt2...tp die xxkesah lngsung pasal ak..knp Ijoy mcm ni? Die sygkn ak mcm mne sbnarnye? Ak nk sgt taw..da la die xbagi lngsung ak tag die kt FB..ak baru la ingt dpt update status ak tu ngn Ijoy tp die same je! Ape yg die takut sgt ni? Knp Ijoy x serius ngn ak? Huhhh...Ak ade byk persoalan yg xterjawab..Sedih gile kot..Ak nga study sbnarnye td..tp skang mmg ilang lngsung mood ak..ak xbole nk knsentrate pown..Dalam pale ni ade byk sgt persoalan yg ak nk Ijoy jwb...Adekah ak je yg terlebih2? Ak nk Ijoy terus terang ngn ak..byk sgt ke yg ak mntk?? Dada ak sakit sgt..Arghhhhhh.....Ijoy plz!!! Tell me everything!!! I really need to know everything about u...Tlg la Ijoy..I'm begging u..ermmm..pape pn

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY PRINCE!! I LOVE U..

Saturday, 8 June 2013

Die xbg..

Ijoy xbg ak tag die kt FB pown..npe ea? Ape yg die sorok dr ak sbnarnye? Ak nk sgt taw..Ak xnk brharap lg cam dulu..t ak jgak yg merana kn..Ahhh..skang ni pown ak da syg gile kt die..hurmmmm...

Ijoy, please tell me the truth! I really want to know everything about u..Please don't make me cling to u..I want to live a happy life too, my prince..either with or without u..everyone deserved a happy life right?

Ha, td ak tgk lam FB de tulis sal name lam kore ikut tarikh lahir kite..hihi..ak wt ler name Ijoy..klaka gile name die..name die SONG SANG BIN..hihi..name ak lak cam laki da..emmm..KIM HYO WOOK..bunyi cam laki kn??? huhuhu...pape pown..

Song Sang Bin <3 Kim Hyo Wook

ak nk cri lam jepun lak... :p

Wednesday, 22 May 2013

Shared ~~

Mungkin saya ada di hadapan awak atau saya sentiasa ada untuk awak pada bila-bila masa pun membuatkan kehadiran saya tidak dihargai awak. Mungkin saya perlu pergi jauh supaya awak merasai kehilangan saya. Atau menjarakkan diri supaya awak dapat merasai kesunyian itu apabila saya tiada disamping awak dan awak baru mengerti apa itu perasaan rindu. Sama ada awak mampu teruskan kehidupan awak tanpa saya atau saya yang tak mampu teruskan kehidupan saya tanpa awak...

Saya ingin sekali pergi jauh dari awak tapi saya tahu hati saya tak cukup kuat untuk tinggalkan awak. Nanti siapa nak ambil berat pasal awak, bertanyakan kesihatan awak, risaukan awak. Tapi awak tetap tak nampak semua itu. Awak tetap tuduh saya bukan-bukan sedangkan saya dah banyak berkorban untuk buat awak terus rasa bahagia...

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Monday, 20 May 2013

Pergaduhan? ~

Hurmmm..Ak xtaw nk describe camner..sumenye stat smlm r..ak nmpk gmba ijoy ngn adik die pas konvo..ak cam terkilan r sbb adk die konvo kt DATC UiTM Shah Alam ni..ak lak student cini kn..ak cam tekejut r tgk..alang2 die da dtg cini asl xjmpe ak kn? Ak terase la..ak msg r kt die tny..then die kate die xpnh pn dtg..hot la ak! Da terpapang kat citu tp still kate die xdtg..ak xtaw la btl ke x kn..tp ijoy kate gmba tu diowg tngkp kt umah je..adik die yg bwak balik jubah tu..ermmm, ak nk sgt pecaye ape yg die ckp tu tp nta knp ak xbole..ak akn cube pcyekn die mcm mne ak pcyekn die dulu..ak harap ak bole..

Huh..yg ak maksudkn dgn pergaduhan??? tu, sbb td ak ckp ijoy tipu ak coz die kate nk msg ak mlm smlm tp ak tnggu die smmpai ttdo..xde lngsung..die da jnji kot..tu je yg ak geram tu..Taw x die ckp ap? Ijoy suh ak cri laki lain!!! suke aty je cakap camtu..Ingat aty ak ni ap? sng2 nk syg org lain..Ak ni da la ssh nk sygkn org..nk lupekn org lg ssh! Die mne taw bape lame baru ak bole lupekn ex ak..ni lupekn die pulak???!!! nk suh ak melalak tiap2 mlm pk ape salah ak?? nk tdo ssh, mkn lg la ssh..nk suh berat ak jd 39kg balik ker??? Ijoy wt la mcm tu! Bkn stakat ak, ngn study ak lingkup! Klu btul ak ptus ngn Ijoy, ak berhenti blaja je la..drpd ak tgk kptusan ak cacat..ni pn ak da byk repeat..

Sedih ak Ijoy ckp camtu..die xpkkn ak ke mse die ckp mcm tu? Die ingt sng ke nk lupekn org yg ak syg? Die xpe la. Bz je memajang. Ak pn bkn die jage sgt..sng la nk lupekn ak..abis ak cmner?! Lam kelas pn ak nagis2..smpai lecture pn tego..ni nk lupe? Tiap2 mlm ak pkkn die taw x? Ex ak tu pn ak bole lupe sbb ak jmpe Ijoy..ni klu ak clash ngn die? Bape lame lak mse ak nk lupekn die? Knp jd cmni?

Sbb ak slalu mara die ke? Biase la Ijoy, pmpuan mmg mcm tu..sensitif sikit..Lia mara bkn bemakne lia xsyg Ijoy..Lia mara sbb Lia sygkn Ijoy la..Lia nk slalu ngn Ijoy..lia x tpk lngsung pn nk cri org lain..Mara2 Lia pn kejap je..Lia terase pn biase la..Adat lam hubungan mmg la mcm tu kn? Lia tau keje Ijoy lg penting dri Lia, kadang2 tu lia nk perhatian je dri Ijoy..Ijoy taw x? Lia rse epy sgt klu dpt msg dr Ijoy taw..Ijoy prince Lia..Lia xnk org lain gnti tmpat Ijoy..Lia syg Ijoy sgt2..lia xnk kecewa ag..Ijoy jgn la ckp cmtu..Ijoy cm doakn kite jd mcm tu..Ijoy kate Ijoy sygkn Lia kn? xkn Ijoy harapkn kite mcm tu?

Lia akn cube pthnkn hbungn kite..Lia xnk wt silap lg..Lia xnk khlgn org yg Lia syg lg..kite usaha la same2 Ijoy..Klu Lia sorg je mmg xkn bjaye la..Lia taw Ijoy bole..cume skang ni Ijoy lebih pntingkn keje..Ijoy xpk lg pasal mse dpn Ijoy..sbb tu kite jd mcm ni..Bka la aty Ijoy tuk Lia..Jgn la pk yg Lia xepy..Lia epy bile bsame ngn Ijoy..biase la, lam perhugungn ade byk dugaan..mybe ni dugaan kite..kite sabar je la..jgn la suh Lia tinggalkn Ijoy..Kite mst bole baiki hubungan kite same2kn? Kite bincang la elok2..Lia pn da taw Ijoy keje ap..xdela Lia nk pk bkn2..Ijoy, Lia xnk cri org lain..Lia syg Ijoy..Jgn la suh Lia cri org lain..Lia xnk..

Klu Ijoy da ade org lain yg tu Lia xbole la nk ckp ape..sbb ape pn yg Lia wt..Ijoy mmg xkn balik kt Lia lg..Ijoy ckp je terus terang klu Ijoy xsygkn Lia lg..Klu tu la alasan Ijoy tuk tngalkn Lia..Lia tpkse terime..Lia xsuke nk musnahkn kbhagiaan org..klu Ijoy da x bhgia ngn Lia..Lia akn undur diri..nk lupekn Ijoy tu mmg ssh la tp Lia tpkse kn? Lia xharap la Ijoy tngalkn Lia sbb pmpuan lain..Lia harap hbgn kite kekal..Ijoy jgn ckp yg Lia x epy ngn Ijoy ape sume..jgn nk merepek..lia epy je ngn Ijoy..Pasal FB IJoy pn bkn Lia ksh sgt ijoy g ane..Lia lg suke Ijoy bgtau kt citu..skurang2nye Lia taw Ijoy g ane..FB tu privacy Ijoy..Lia xnk gngu..sbb tu Lia xpnh pn like tau post kt citu..Lia taw Ijoy xnk org taw psal Lia..mybe blm smpai msenye lg kn? Lia phm..

Ijoy, kite usaha same2 ea? Plz jgn ckp cmtu lg..Lia xnk dgr sume tu..Lia XNK TNGGALKN Ijoy ! Lia XNK LUPEKN Ijoy !

LIA SYG IJOY SGT2!!!

My Prince !!
                 

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*Sory ler gmba Ijoy still yg same coz ak xde gmba die yg laen...~ (T^T) ~ n ak letak pic die dulu sbb ak nk die pndang ak . walaupn hakikatnyer die pndang bawah (T^T) *


Sunday, 12 May 2013

Ak Angau ~ T^T

Sejak due mnjak nie, ak rse lain la..Ak stat cmni mse Ijoy anta ak balik umah tu. Knp ea? Dulu x mcm ni pn..Aduhai, ak ssh nk wt keje, asik ingt die je. Da tu lak roomate ak ni slalu kontek BF die..Lg la ak terase..Hai Ijoy..Asik ingt Ijoy je. Angau btul ni. Entah la, ak sndiri xyaw ap yg berlaku? Ape keistimewaan Ijoy? Ermmm, byk sgt..sampai xterkata ak.Klu nk diterangkn satu2, sure pnjg gile. Kat dairi ak pn dkt 5-6 page da skali tulis pasal Ijoy. Xsangka ak. Cerita smpai xingt dunia..tu pn xabis lg sbnarnye..disebabkan tgn ak da pnt, ak pn stop la..hehehe...Ermmm...ak nk ilangkn angau ni..da la nk test..tgh2 test ak bole tpikirkn Ijoy! Gile x? Astaghfirullah...aish Hazlia Lyla ni...huhuhuhu....pls saperate personal things and study! Anyways, I LOVE U MOHD 'AZIZUL HAKIM !!!

Wednesday, 8 May 2013

My Heart Beating Fast

Ak xtau la npe mlm ni ak rse x sng. Mcm ade something wrong. Ijoy still mcm tu except die da stat bls msg ak even time tu die bz. Its nice. He kinda change a bit. I don't know why. I hope it will get better. Positive change of course. Tp knp my heart keeps beating so fast. I think that i'm gonna faint. Its hurt so much! Why is this happening? What is wrong with me?! Tomorrow i have test too. Its getting harder and harder for me. Arghhh. Dizzy! IDK anything to say. I think i'm gonna burst. Huh!

Saturday, 4 May 2013

Rindunye ~

Ak xtau la ape tujuan entry ni . Ak rase rindu gile kt Ijoy ! Nk je g jmpe die . Tp klu ak wt mcm tu xkn selesai masalah kn ? Ak tau ak mcm mne . Mst Ijoy da bosan ngn msg2 ak sblum ni . Merepek je yg bukan2 . Ary tu mse Ijoy nk jmpe , ak bg mcm2 alasan . Itulh , inilh . Skang sape yg x betul ? Ak jgkkn . Arghh , knp la ak rse mcm ni ? Kate nk tmpu kt study konon , haram ! Study sikit je da melalak . Aduhai , ape ptut ak buat ? Ak xde transport nk g jmpe Ijoy . Stakat g KTM wt pe ? Konferm la Ijoy xnk amik ak . Bufday Ijoy da dekat lak tu . Ak da plan mcm2 da kot . Knp lh ak mcm ni ? Slalu lepaskan org yg ak syg . Lepas tu meroyan . Tah pape tah perangai . Kn?

Ak nk sgt jmpe lelaki yg btul2 sygkn ak . Cintakn ak seadenye . Stiap manusia tu ade kekurangan , mcm tu jgk ak . Ak nk lelaki yg blh terime kekurangan ak , bimbing ak , setia dgn ak . Ak xde la harapkn sgt die kaye or handsome gile kn . Bende tu sume just dunia je . Duit bole cri , kite kne berusaha je . Ak xde la ckap duit tu xpenting , duit tu penting tp ade bnde yg lg pnting kn? Itu je yg ak pk slame ni . Tp xde laki pn yg phm sume tu .

Klu mcm kawin pn , kne ke wt knduri besar2 . X semestinye kite nikah ary tu , esk kne wat kenduri .  Kwn ak rilex je nikah dulu , da dpt ank bru wt kenduri . Die student jgk . Die nikah sblm msuk diploma lg . Skang da ade due org ank da . Ak bile la ? Dulu harapan ak da musnah . Skang musnah lg . Berape kali harus ak jalani bnde yg same ?

Knp ade je prmpuan yg nk musnahkn idup ak ? Sedangkan ak xpnh wt slh pn pd die ? Ak xknl pn die . Ak x pnh kaco pn hidup die . Jd knp die nk musnahkn idup ak ? Slhkn ak ? Die pk perasaan die je . Ade die pk perasaan ak ? Die xpk ke yg ak ni mnderita mcm mne ? Klu die kate die sakit mcm ni , mcm tu , die tau da yg ak ni da mati ? Ak sakit sgt . Tiap2 hari ak pkkn salah ak . Punce knp die tngalkn ak ? Sikit pn ak xslhkn pmpuan tu . Knp ? Sbb bkn slh die pn , lelaki tu da taw yg die ade makwe . Knp die gatal sgt lyn pmpuan lain ? Ak wt xtaw tu jgn la kaco ak . Ak x cari gado pn . Knp die nk mara2 ak ? Knp short-minded sgt ? Kite ade akal kn ? Pk la . Ingt ak nk ke bg die dkt ko ? Ak xnk bg la sbnarnye cume ak pk . Allah tu Maha Adil . Klu ko wt ak mcm ni , nt ko kne balik . Klu bkn kt dunia , Allah tnjukkn kt akhirat t . Jgn anggp ko tu je yg btul , pk msak2 dulu . Lgpn perhubungan bkn bole dipaksa . T xbahagia .

Ermm . Ak je duk jge perasaan org tp org wt ak mcm ni ? Ak nk hubungan yg bhgia . Dulu ak pnh je pakse die (ex) tuk kawin ngn ak tp lelame ak sedar . Yg hbgn tu xley di paksa . Biar la die yg wt keputusan die sendiri n die pn da wt keputusan tuk tinggalkn ak . Ak redha je juz kdg2 tu bile die dtg balik ak ter'exited' . Klu kowg de bce enty2 yg sblum ni phm le ape yg ak ckpkn . Skang ak da x kontek da pn ngn ex ak . Lgpn die da bhgia ngn tunang (pmpuan tu) die . Ak ngaku la , ak masih sygkn die . Cinta pertama ak . Ingt senang ke nk lupe .

Tp ak percaya yg satu hari nnt , Allah akn bg ak seorg lelaki yg sememangnye jodoh ak . Ak akn bhgia dgn die smpai akhir hayat ak . Mngkin Allah x rse yg skang ni wktu yg sesuai tuk ak kawin walaupn ak da ready kn . Sbb tu la ak msih lg x jmpe jodoh ak . Xpe lah , ak pn da tekad , bile ak da kerje t . Ak nk amik ank angkt . Ak nk amik yg berumo lam 4 tau 5 thn sbb ak spatutnye kawin taun 2012 tp xde jodoh . So , ank angkt ak ni akn melambangkn yg ak da kawin dr taun tu la . Lgpn , klu jage ank yatim ni besar pahalenye kn ? N ak slalu jelez tgk org yg kawin awl n ade ank ni . So , ak pn nk ank jgk la ! Hehehehe . Sekurang2nye , ak dpt lupekn kesedihan ak yg xpat kawin dulu . Bz jge ank , bz keje . So its ok lah . I hope ape yg akn rncang ni Allah izin kn . Klu Allah x izinkn , ak pn xley wt ape la .

*THINK POSITIVE* ( Sepatutnye cite sal Ijoy je . Ni merapu smpai ank pulak . Hehehe )

Tomorrow PRU !

Ak amik ni dr FB ( Saya Sayang Tun Dr Mahathir Mohammad'sphoto. ) sbnarnye, just nk share kt org yg slalu bce blog ak. Ni satu2nye explanation yg ak rase bgs tuk org yg sepatutnye boleh berpikir secara waras. Ntah la. Ak bkn la sokong sgt kerajaan skang ni tp ak xnk negara Malaysia ni jdi tungang-langgang. Kpd yg menyokong parti pembangkang, mintak maaf ye. Ak bkn la nk menyinggung perasaan sape2 dgn meletakkan artikel tu kt cini tp kite ni Hamba Allah yg x lepas dr buat kesalahan. Begitulah jgk dgn pemimpin kita. Xkan ade org yg perfect kt dunia ni selain Rasul2 dan Nabi2. Take ur time to read and think carefully.

RAHSIA TUN DR M AKHIRNYA TERDEDAH!!! 

Psssttt!! Saya ada nak bercerita sikit. Rahsia ni!!! Penyokong2 tegar PR saya tak benarkan baca. Tapi kalau anda masih atas pagar, belum buat keputusan, tak apa. Silakan baca. Kalau sekerat jalan dah boring.. tinggalkan jer.. pergi tengok video Ironman ker, Pokemon ker lagi bagus. Sukahati korang lah..

Macam ni... Saya selalu percaya bahawa demi kebaikan dan keselamatan anak-anaknya, ibu bapa kadang-kadang pasti ada merahsiakan sesuatu. Bukanlah rahsia yang besar barangkali. Mungkin rahsia seperti di mana ibunya dapat duit yang banyak sedangkan dia tu IT.. (IT...??? Ibu tunggal lah..). Sebenarnya, ibunya sengaja tak nak bagitahu sebab wang itu adalah wang derma ikhsan orang kampung atau apa-apa lah. Itu contoh jer. Macam tak kena jer contoh saya ni.. Tak apalah tu. Anda sendiri pun mungkin ada benda-benda yang anda tidak hendak bagitahu pada anak-anak. (Apa? Tak kahwin lagi??) Anda rasa benda tu tak penting untuk mereka tahu. Takut nanti kalau si abang tahu yang anda melebihkan si kakak, merajuk pulak si abang. Takut kalau yang lelakinya begitu, melenting pulak yang perempuannya begini. Maka adalah sebab2 tertentu kenapa mereka tak perlu tahu tindak-tanduk anda. Biarlah mereka tak tahu asalkan mereka bahagia. Anda ada sebab-sebab sendiri kenapa perlu berahsia.

Begitu juga dengan Kerajaan kita. Saya sentiasa yakin dan dah lama percaya mesti ada sedikit-sebanyak rahsia-rahsia yang disimpan Kerajaan yang tak hendak diketahui oleh rakyat jelata. Maklumlah.. kalau di rumah kita cuma ada perempuan dan lelaki, di negara kita ada Melayu, Cina, India, Punjabi, Kadazan, Iban, Melanau, Dayak, Senoi, Negrito dan entah berapa lagi. Tak hairanlah kalau Kerajaan nak simpan sedikit sebanyak rahsia demi kesejahteraan rakyat. Nanti terlebih kat India, Melayu melenting... Tolong Melayu lebih sikit, Cina memberontak... Bagi kat Cina biasiswa, Melayu bising, Cina pun tambah bising lagi. Boleh faham kan?

Jadi, kalau Dr. M mengatakan dia memang ada bagi RM300 juta setahun kepada Kelantan tetapi secara senyap-senyap atas alasan wang itu adalah untuk membantu orang Melayu dan Islam di Kelantan, saya memang tidak hairan sedetik pun. Dalam secelaka-celaka Dr. M (kata puak pembangkang lah), saya dapat merasai jiwa halus keMelayuan nya. Jiwa sensitif keIslamannya. Memang dia banyak membantu orang Melayu kita dan Islam khususnya. Saya dah katakan bahawa saya ada membaca buku 'The other side of Mahathir' yang menceritakan kisah awal dia sebagai "a practicing doctor." sebelum masuk politik. Orang kampung sering mencari beliau, datang merayu meminta bantuan ubat, bantuan rawat, malahan bantuan wang. Dan dia dengan senang hati, rela hati dengan redha isteri tersayang, Dr Siti Hasmah (masa tu belum ada pangkat apa2 lagi), selalu membantu yang miskin dan yang susah, kadang-kadang tanpa bayaran satu sen pun walaupun pada pukul 3-4 pagi. Di sini ingin saya merayu kepada anak-anak yang tidak tahu dan adik-adik pelajar yang suka terikut-ikut, memberontak membabi-buta, cari lah buku ini dan bacalah sampai habis supaya korang tahu menilai dan menghormati orang tua dan pemimpin.

Dalam zaman pemerintahannya pun Dr. M banyak membantu orang Melayu. Saya sendiri mendapat biasaswa penuh Kerajaan untuk ke luar negara. Kawan-kawan pun ramai berduyun-duyun sama. Ke Amerika, Kanada, Australia, United Kingdom dsbnya. Cemburu kaum Cina bukan kepalang kerana mereka tak faham nawaitu suci Dr. M melaksanakan DEB. Untuk merapatkan jurang perbezaan terutamanya jurang professionalisma dan ekonomi. Kalau tidak, sampai hari inilah ramai Melayu yang masih duk main wau kat Ketereh atau main gasing kat Kota Bahru atau main race kerbau kat Pendang, kat Kodiang, kat Changlun. Sekarang ni orang Melayu main golf, main go-kart, race motor, race kereta Formula 3,2,1. Ada yang dah sampai ke bulan pun. Orang Cina semakin cemburu. Mereka memberontak dan kesan pemberontakan mereka sehinggalah ke hari ini seperti yang Tuan-Tuan nampak. Biasiswa kerajaan sekarang atas dasar meritokrasi. Meritokrasi tu maknanya yang terrer ler menang. Jangan mimpilah korang nak dapat biasiswa kalau setakat 5, 6A jer. Anak Cina pergi tuition 7 malam seminggu dari 2 Januari start persekolahan sampai hari peperiksaan SPM. Mak bapak diaorang banyak duit. Mak bapak korang ada? Kalau dah kaya sekarang jangan nak sombong lah.. Melayu mudah lupa. Sebenarnya, kalau Kerajaan kita boleh hantar 10 anak Bumiputera ke luar negara atas ikhsan biasiswa, mereka melalui persatuan Cina, yayasan Cina dan syarikat konglomerat-konglomerat (berbelit lidah nak sebut) mereka tak ada masalah nak hantar 50 orang, 100 orang anak Cina. Tak perlu biasaiswa Kerajaan sangat pun. Namun masih ada jugaklah di kalangan mereka yang perlukan bantuan. Jangan kita nafikan yang itu. Cuma tak semiskin kita. MCA pun pandai juga mendesak untuk menjaga kebajikan kaum mereka. Anak India juga yang susah. Tapi tak jugak.. Samy Vellu dan MIC ketika itu pun memainkan peranan menjaga kebajikan mereka. Kalau mereka tak puas hati MIC kenalah menjawab. Tapi kaum Cina terutama yang beraliran DAP terus-terusan menuntut. "Go for change", meraka laungkan. "Reformasi" mereka jerit. "Bersih-kan Kerajaan", "Tuntut Keadilan"!!! Nampak?? Terus-terusan KIASU. Tak nampak lagi?? Objektif mereka ialah no 1 duit, no 2 duit dan no 3 pun duit jugak. Bukan saya yang cakap tapi Professor Ungku Aziz beberapa tahun dulu di dalam radio. Malangnya kawan-kawan saya yang sama terbang keluar negara dulu turut juga memberontak. What the %$#@!! Belajar tinggi-tinggi tapi tak boleh nampak gajah depan mata.

Oooppss.. ada peyokong pembangkang baca tulisan ni? Apa diaorang buat kat sini. Alamak!! Habis bocor rahsia kita. Hmm...Tak apalah..

Dr. M diiktirafkan sebagai tokoh Islam di mata dunia. Bukan kecil sumbangannya. Demi Palestin, demi Bosnia Herzagovina dan banyak lagi. Di penghujung tulisan saya ni ada senarai-senarai rujukan saya. Tuan-tuan boleh semak dan tolonglah semak. Allah mengizinkan beliau memasuki Ka'abah tuan-tuan. Maha suci Allah yang menghendaki. Zalim kah Dr. M kalau macam tu? Apa?? Tuan-tuan tak pernah dengar cerita tu? Memanglah tuan-tuan ni.. leka nak memberontak jer.. Apa yang diberontakkan pun tak tahu lah. Objektif blurrr... Nak panggil orang MahaFiraun pun biarlah pakai otak. Berapa ramai orang Islam yang tuan-tuan kenal diizinkan Allah masuk Ka'abah? Ustaz Haron Din is one. Allahuakbar!

Rasuah?? Tuan-tuan handal sangat kah mentadbir keluarga sendiri? Kalau keluarga pun tak terlayan, inikan Dr. M yang mentadbir negara tuan-tuan. Ada Kementerian Pelajaran, Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi, Kementerian Pelancongan, Kementerian Dalam Negeri dan banyak lagi. Masing-masing ada menterinya, ada KSUnya, ada Ketua Pengarahnya, Pengarah kecik, besar dan pegawai-pegawai berbagai kelas lagi. Ada yang UMNO jaga. Ada yang MCA jaga, ada yang Gerakan jaga dan ada yang MIC jaga. Kalau diaorang ni rasuah, salah Dr. M juga kah? Salah UMNO juga kah? Ohh.. bapa kencing berdiri, anak-anak kencing berlari lah ya? Ya lah.. kalau anak-anak kecil tu tak per lah jugak. Belum mummayyiz, belum baligh.. bapa kena tanggunglah tindak-tanduk diaorang. Ini kita bercakap pasal Menteri dan pegawai-pegawai Kerajaan yang dah jadi bapak orang malahan datuk orang. Nenek pun ada. Takkan tak tahu jaga peribadi masing-masing. Korang makan rasuah, salahkan PM, salahkan UMNO jugak. Kesian kat Dr. M. Korang lah sebenarnya yang membusukkan nama parti. Nama BN. Nama Kerajaan. Tapi Dr. M ada rasuah jugak kannnn..? Entahlah... biarlah Dr. M yang jawab. Dalam 54 tahun Malaysia merdeka, BN memerintah, sedikit sebanyak, kalau dah sama-sama berkubang, terpalit jugaklah setitik dua lumpur. Diaorang ni bukan Malaikat. Level iman semua lain-lain tingkat. Nasib baik DSAI dah keluar parti. Maka macai-macai dia pun ingat dia bersih, maksum. Padahal...hmmmm... Korang ingat kalau PR memerintah nanti tak ada rasuah? Saya duduk buat bisnes kecil-kecilan di Selangor bawah PR ni pun sedikit sebanyak dah terkena tempias rasuah. DSAI tak ada rasuah? Bersih? LGE bersih? Karpal Singh bersih? TGNA bersih? Kalau nak tahu tuan-tuan pergilah tanya pakcik Google tu. Cuba taip "kes balak Kelantan". Cuba taip "kes rumah murah Penang DAP". Cuba taip "Kes pasir Selangor". Kalau ada puak pembangkang baca ni.. sunat 2 kali pun diaorang takkan percaya.

Phew... letihlah nak cerita. Dipendekkan, kita berbalik pada isu Dr. M memberi RM200 juta setahun secara discreet kepada Kelantan. Discreet tu maknanya senyap-senyaplah. Yang bocorkan cerita ni bukannya Dr. M sendiri kerana jiwanya besar. Yang mendedahkannya ialah seorang aktivis politik, Datuk Khairuddin Abu Hassan. Ceritanya boleh rujuk di link di bawah. Kalau terserempak ayat-ayat maki-hamun tu tuan-tuan tutuplah sebelah mata. Saya pun tak suka yang tu. Itu kerjaan si blogger. Tapi pada asasnya saya sedih kenapa TGNA yang diangkat rakyat PAS sebagai ulamak serambi Mekah masih berdolak-dalik, menidakkan jasa Dr. M. Tak terlintas sedikitpun ke nak berterimakasih. Demi menutup kelemahannya mentadbir Kelantan, demi Putrajaya, apa pun boleh..

Tuan-tuan tak puas hati? Nak cerita pasal Altantunya? Hmm.. entahlah abang PM ni. Dia dah bersumpah tak kenal Altatunya. Tapi isteri tersayang yang dicabar rakyat, belum lagi angkat sumpah rasanya. Saya tak tahu lah.. rakyat yang menuntut keadilan.. tapi apa yang saya tahu memang keputusan kes Altantunya ni meragukan saya. Biarlah.. siapa yang bersalah tu jawablah nanti. Salah tetap salah. Tak boleh lari punya. You can hide but you can't run..

Undi ni macamana? Pada saya senang jugak lah.. Kalau ada suara memaksa saya pilih antara dua syaitan, yang mana saya nak? Jawabnya saya tak nak. Eeeee...Takut... Tapi saya perlu juga memilih kerana itu kewajipan saya kata suara tersebut. Hmmm... macam ni lah. Antara bapa syaitan dengan anak syaitan.. saya pilih mak syaitan. Noooo.. seriously.. Pada saya, isu rasuah saya dah tolak tepi. Sebab dua-dua syaitan sama sahaja. Markah seri. Percayalah. Sekarang ni kita timbang tara antara si Pembunuh ( kita anggap dulu tohmahan PR tu betul) dan si Penyeleweng Akidah yang berkawan dengan si Kaki Liwat (kita anggap tohmahan orang BN tu betul). Saya langsung tak jumpa rujukan direct untuk si Pembunuh tapi saya ada rujukan direct untuk si Penyeleweng Akidah dan rujukan direct untuk si Kaki Liwat. Tuan-tuan pilih lah.. antara nak sokong si Pembunuh ker atau si Penyeleweng Akidah dan Si Kaki Liwat? Ini bukan saya yang tuduh YB-YB ni macam tu tapi saya membuat analisa hypothetical berdasarkan kajian saya sendiri sebab saya dipaksa memilih.

Tambahan lagi, secara ringkas, dalam BN ada UMNO, MCA dan MIC. Atas dasar persefahaman yang dah dimeterai, secara de-facto UMNO sebagai ketua BN mewakili orang Melayu dan Bumiputera termasuk bumiputera orang Asli, Sabah dan Sarawak. MCA menjaga hal-ehwal kaum Cina dan MIC hal-ehwal orang India. Simple dan mudah untuk difahami. UMNO jugak penjaga ugama Islam (boleh jugaklah kalau nak dipertikaikan.. tapi Alhamdulillah not that bad.) Manakala MCA dan MIC menjaga budaya dan pilihan agama masing-masing. Masih lagi mudah nak difahami.

Now.. hypothetically, kalau PR menang.. siapa yang no 1. PKR kot rasa-rasanya. Apa?? PAS?? Ye ker? PKR kannn..?? Now no. dua siapa? DAP kot sebab majority orang Cina ramai jugak. Tak? Pas no 2? Errr.. DAP nak ker duduk no 3? Marah orang Cina nanti. PAS kan mudah bertolak-ansur dengan DAP. So saya rumuskan secara rankingnya ialah, PKR, DAP dan PAS. Dari sudut ranking menjaga agama pun 1. PKR, 2. DAP dan 3. PAS. PKR jaga Islam ker? Err.. let me think sekejap? Apa?? Tak boleh fikir mudah macam tu?

Dalam mesyuarat tertinggi PR yang berlangsung Isnin lepas (29 April 2013 kalau tak silap), Pakatan Rakyat "has agreed to disagree." Akebendanya tu? Maknanya diaorang tak boleh nak sepakat. Khabarnya konon hanya 5% sahaja yang disagreenya. Termasuklah:

1. According to the statement, PAS has the right, on its own, to champion Islam and the concept of an Islamic state.

2. On the other hand, the DAP could champion the concept of a secular state, which is not aligned to the hudud issue.

(Lihat rujukan di link di bawah.)

Kalau yang ni dikatakan 5%... sia-sia jer ijazah saya di dalam Bsc (Computer Science & Mathematics). Mana perginya Hudud sebagai asas undang-undang di dalam Manifesto PR. Tak ada pun. Apa? Objektif nak bangunkan negara Islam dah modified jadi Negara Kebajikan? Oooo macam tu.... macam chameleon. Tukar-tukar warna. Kan elok kalau warna hijau kat bendera tukar warna pelangi.

Orang2 kampung yang kemungkinan lemah daya pemikiran mereka percaya, kalau tidak masuk PAS akan ke Neraka kerana PAS itu Parti Islam seMalaysia. "Mu kalu mu tokseh masuk PAS, maka mu buke Isle." Kalau sayalah nak berkempen untuk PAS, saya akan tambah sikit lagi. "Mu kalu ngaji di Universiti Kebangsae Malaysia atau dok ngaji kek Universiti Malaya atau mana-mana universiti laing, maka mu buke Isle sebab ore Isle patut ngaji di Universiti Isle Antarabangsa. Kalu mu buka akaun denge Mebenk, buka akaun dengan CIMB, buka akaun ASN/ASB denge Benk Simpane Nasional, maka mu buke Isle sebab hanya Bank Isle Malaysia Berhad saja ye layak untuk ore Isle." Errrkkk... macam sempit lak bunyinya fikiran saya kalau berkempen camtu. Tak gitu tuan-tuan?

Datang 5 Mei, saya tahu dah nak undi siapa. Nasib saya tak kena buang undi tempat di mana PAS lawan UMNO. Saya kena pilih antara DAP dengan MCA. Rakyat MCA pun marah jugaklah isu DEB ni. Banyak penyelewengan katanya. Tapi apapun.. for the next 5 years saya yakin UMNO akan berubah. BN akan berubah. Secara keseluruhannya, sekarang memang saya ada merasa perubahan tersebut. Sebagai orang yang bekerja sendiri, rasanya dulu projek berlambak-lambak sebab ramai orang makan rasuah.. agaknya lah. Ya lah.. dah semua orang percaya macam tu.. Dulu banyak projek direct nego (tak perlu melalui proses tender), projek wahyu (atas arahan dari atas), projek diada-adakan dsbnya. Sekarang ni dah sampai tak ada projek lah pulak. Ramai businessman kita bungkus. Semua dah takut di cekup SPRM.. maka buat kerja pun berhati-hati. Ikut prosedur, telus dan bersih dari rasuah. Tu yang lambat tender-tender baru keluar. Agaknya lah.. Kesian orang gomen kena tuduh dengan saya tapi hakikatnya kita semua tahu bukan majoriti orang gomen. Saya memang terasa perubahan tersebut. SPRM memang berkesan. Pegawai Kerajaan lebih telus sekarang. Pembaharuan memang ada. Bagus jugak Pakatan Rakyat buat bising. Bersih sikit kerajaan kita ni... biarlah diaorang terus jadi pembangkang. They are doing just fine. Terbaik sebagai pembangkang...

Sebahagian dari tulisan-tulisan saya ni diulang dari tulisan lama saya. Kalau tuan-tuan rasa dapat membantu kempen tuan-tuan.. silakan share sebanyak-banyaknya sebelum 5 Mei ni. Cepat-cepat sikit. Jangan ragu-ragu. Jangan malu-malu. Ada 2 hari sahaja lagi. Ini isu negara kita. Tanah tumpah darah kita. Pastikan ianya tersebar luas. Jangan bagi puak-puak pembangkang baca. Naik dia spin macam gasing pangkah kat Kelantan tu.. sia-sia jer saya tulis panjang-panjang.. dan jangan tinggalkan membaca/menonton video rujukan-rujukan di bawah kalau belum baca lagilah. Ia amat penting.

Rujukan:

1. Jasa Dr. M:
http://empayar-pemuda.blogspot.com/2012/10/hot-akhirnya-rahsia-tun-mahathir.html

2. Dr. M masuk Ka'abah:
http://www.hasrulhassan.com/2010/11/tun-mahathir-pernah-masuk-ke-dalam.html

3. RM300 juta setahun utk Kelantan:
http://networkedblogs.com/KP9Ak

4. Kes Liwat DSAI:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=bck-vQzaMtw

5. Penyelewengan PAS:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWB3kBawgec&feature=youtu.be

6. Isu Akidah:
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=440156749400883&set=vb.358801000869792&type=2&theater

7. Tangan-tangan ghaib nak mengawal Malaysia:
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10151547743293459

dan

http://youtu.be/mlSwijwwtao

8. Isu Manifesto PR:
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=%2F2013%2F4%2F30%2Fnation%2F13045373&sec=nation&utm_source=TSOL_main&utm_medium=links&utm_campaign=GE13

9. Isu korang ni memang malas mengkaji:
http://carilah.sendiri.kat.google/.

SELAMAT MENGUNDI.

Kredit: https://www.facebook.com/zahari.zakaria.58

Friday, 3 May 2013

% of My Love..

Kire % ak ngn LOVE one ak..(ni care bdk2 skola rendah dlu) hihi..tetibe rse cam nk wt je..

1) Me and My EX!

N**** H****** 'A***
Abd Afiq

2 2 2 1 1 6 1 1 3 1 1 1 1
3 3 3 2 4 7 1
4 1 0 7 2
6 8 0

68%

2) My EX and Me !

Abd Afiq
N**** H****** 'A***

6 1 1 1 3 1 2 2 2 1 1 1 1
7 2 2 2 5 3 2
9 5 7 2
1 1 1 2

32%

See the difference. Such a big gap! (68 - 32 = 36%) Mybe that's why we broke up. T^T

3) Me and Ijoy

N**** H****** 'A***
Mohd 'Azizul Hakim

2 3 1 2 3 6 3 1 1 4 2 1 1 1
3 4 2 4 7 7 4
7 1 1 9 4
1 1 1 0 1
2 1 1

31%

4) Ijoy and Me

Mohd 'Azizul Hakim
N**** H****** 'A***

2 1 3 1 6 3 4 3 2 1 2 2 1
3 3 5 2 8 6 4
7 9 1 3 2
9 1 1 1
1 0 2

30%

Xsangke lak perbezaan die cume 1% je. So no komen. hehehe. Tp ak still lebih dr Ijoy.

Tpkn, klu letak nme ayah kitowg skali. Name ak ley wat dr name Ijoy taw just xde huruf 'T' je. Klu x sume da perfect. Unexpected kn? (^_^)

Thursday, 2 May 2013

Jonghyunieee ~

Wish u a good health. I hope to see u soon in SHINee new song Why So Serious? That song just isn't feeling right. It because u not there!!! Hope u get better soon. Wanna see u sing. Miss u Jonghyunie ~~~~



Wednesday, 1 May 2013

PM at UiTM Shah Alam

Weeee, td ak g tgk PM kt padang kawad tu . Hehehe . cian die xde sore pown nk ckp tp degil nk ckp gak . huhuhu . ade gmba die tp disebabkn ak duk trlalu jauh , jd PM nmpk ssgt kecik . jp2 ak tnjuk ea.. huhu .



Ak duk kat blakang giler . pastu kat seblah tu ade tmpt org bg tshirt free . ak nk yg wane itam tu tp die xnk bg coz die kate ak da ade . so xkey amik tp ak da dpt kebas due da . satu ak bg housemate ak . lg satu ak amik . hehehehe . pas da abis tu ak nk la jmpe PM . nmpak la die dr dekat . nk amik gmba tp org asik tolak2 je . xdpt ak nk amik gmba die . ade pown kabur . ceh . bkn sng nk dpt peluang camni taw . huhu .

da tu ak pat tgk amy search nyanyi . memule die nyanyi lgu isabella pastu nyanyi lgu fantasia bulan madu . lagu yg ak slalu nyanyi kt karok la tu . abis sakit tekak ak jerit2 . tp syg ak xpat tngkp gmba die dekat2 . ak dpt tngkp gmba AC Mizal ngn Iqram Dinzly . ak dpt salam die lg . hehehe . best giler kot . da la die pown pakai bju kuning . xsia2 ak tuka ngn roomate ak . hehehehe . 

IQRAM DINZLY ! sory ler, kabur la. HP xmahal. dpt gmba ni pown jadi la. T^T

Yg ni AC Mizal. Siap pndg cam ak lg. weeehehehehe. Yela, da dok  hala je cam tu kt die. die pown pasan r. huhuhu. malunyer !

Ha..kitowg dpt KFC free..roomate ak amik 5 kotak . gile r . ak x makan pown . due kitorg bg kwn . lg due roomate ak tu mkn . lg satu kotak aknyer tp ak xde selera la nk mkn . hurmmmm . pelik kn ? KFC tu bkn slalu dpt beli . xpe la . xde rezeki ak nk mkn la tu . then, die amik air mineral satu kotak . da la kitowg kne balik jalan kaki .

huh ! penat giler kot . dr padang kawad tu sampai umah mmg jauh la kn . da tu kne angkut lak bebarang tuh sume . huh ! siyes penat . nasib baik turun tangga . klu naik la kn, mmg x snggup ak . huhuhuhu . anyway, ak pown da selamat smpai umah . tingal nk tdo jer . n ingt2 la tuk oral test esok . huhuhuhu . 

TOLONG LAH DPT MARKAH YG OKEY !!!!! ONLINE & LISTENING TEST ARY TU X BRJLN NGN LANCAR . I'M SOO SCARED !!!! uwahhhhhh.......mental block !!! 

Happen once more ?!

I'm so tired of this thing . what is the thing ? It is a thing that called LOVE . U know , I fall in love again but with another wrong person . I trust him with all my heart . When u r lying , u will be caught . Firstly , about FB . He said he don't have it . but lately i found his FB . Yesterday , I found about his GF . That's why he don't want me to know about his FB right ? I also found his twitter, netlog and many more . I hope his GF don't blame me . I really don't know about her . He said that he was single .

I'm so shocked . I never thought about this . I completely trusted him . He make me feel so happy coz I can love someone once more . His name is Mohd 'Azizul Hakim b. Naharudin . I know him in 2011 but I can't recall the date . He wear a white shirt, blue jean and a black cap when we first met . He's quite handsome . He is taller than me . I really like taller guys . :) . We met at Wangsa Walk Mall and he bring me to Carefore to bought something . He was so nice . He never even get mad at me . Even thought, he rarely message me but I know he love me . *That what he said* He even said to his friend that i'm his GF . That was the best day of my life . Really !

I think that he never trusted me . When I said I wanna go out , he will always said that i'm going out with guys . I rarely have a chance to go out with guys . The only guy I go out with is him . Never mind , now I know that he never like or love me . He just playing around with me . I don't know how long till I can completely forget him . I hope it doesn't take too long like before . It really hurt to remember a person that doesn't love u . Knowing that it is a one sided love make me feel so sad . Why I always get a person that I love but he's not loving me ? Did I don't deserve being happy too ? What did I do wrong ?

愛してる、Ijoy-san . 綿主の子持ち輪うのためです。私はいつもあなたと一緒になりたかったが、私はできません。私はあなたを忘れて、あなたと彼女のために最善を期待しよう。私を許してください。今のあなたはまだ私の王子です。私たちの記憶を忘れることは決してないだろう、私は本当にIjoyあなたを愛しています。私はあなたを忘れることなく、一緒に私達の幸せな時間を覚えておきたい。私に起こった何私の罰でなければなりません。私は私の本当の王子は彼と一緒に私を取るために来ていることを願っています。Ijoyは永遠に私の心の内側に保つために私の非常に美しい思い出にする必要があります。私は彼女との関係のために彼を忘れる必要があります。私はすでに裏切り感を知っているので、誰でも関係を壊したくない。私は原因をしましたことを、任意のトラブルをごめんなさい。


Ni la Ijoy . MY PRINCE ! I <3 U .

Tuesday, 26 February 2013

~Nk msuk UiTM da~ TT_TT

huhuhu . lg bape ary jer nk msuk u da . xley maen game . waaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! wat mse ni ak juz keje part-time je . bole thn la . ak kne wt sungguh je klu nk duit lebih . hihi . keje die senang jer . ade intenet ade laptop . da cukup . hehehe . ni pown nga sambil2 wt keje la ni . (^_^) Ha ! result ak for the first sem nih ok la . sekurang2nyer xde fail despite of all the trouble that I've been through . Alhamdullilah . harap2 sem ni pown ok jgk la . ni pown jadual cam gile . pack ssgt ! ngn kelas mlm lg . hurmmm . n harap ssgt yg ak x ditimpe bermacam2 masalah mcm sem lepas . lgpn sem ni stat blaja bhs bru . ak amik bhs mandarin . hehehe . nt ley cakap la pasni . bkn stakat ckp je . phm pe yg diorg ckp skali . yeah !!! slame nih melangot jer kn . *big grin*

Monday, 7 January 2013

*Sigh*

Pemulaan taun bru je da ade bnde sedih . Not a good thing right ? Hurmm , ni nga final exam ni . Ak main2 lak . Pk masalah tu , masalah ni . Ape bnde tah . hurmmm . Bosan lah mcm ni . Xboleh ke ak jd org lain . wt pmbedahan plastic ubah sume rupe ak . wt identiti baru . jumpe org baru . sume baru . Kalau la bole kn ? Mst sume org nk wt . hehehe . Ak nk ubah hidup ak . Knp ak xjmpe jodoh ak lg ? Die pegi mane ? Knp lmbt sgt die nk dtg kt ak ? Ak nk nikah cepat . Die kt mne ? Dtg la cri ak . Plzzzz !